Ive never felt so alone in my life.
Depressed… Im tired of being lonely… I try and I try to talk and connect with people but it feels like I never get anywhere. Where are my friends when I need them? I try my hardest to be there in anyway that I can for everyone and it doesnt feel like it means anything to anyone. I know that I can be self centered at times, and the reason why is because when it all boils down to it, you are alone in this world. You cant trust anyone but yourself… and at times- you cant even do that. Today, I admit defeat. Today is the day that I say that I cant be the one who can give it all I got. Today is the day where I admit that I need help. Today is the day where I need someone to mend me back together. I hope someone can prove my outlook that “the world is a terrible and scary place” wrong.